Ok, surfacing. I have to learn to acknowledge how things are affecting me and take action more quickly. I am just a hormonal rollercoaster mess these days. This is not a good thing when you work in a cancer support organization.
I seem to have finally got my butt in motion and am off the couch on my way to the 5k. I found a hiking trail about 12 minutes from my home that is only lightly used, which means I can usually let the dog run. Here’s my starting point – if I maintained my current pace I’d finish a marathon in 7 hours. (As if.)
I am absolutely horrified by how I look in pictures. And to make it worse, I am interviewed by tv all the time in this job. I just look pale and ill and bloated. So either I make changes or I start wearing muumuus.
Off to yoga, even though I don’t want to go. I feel like a whiny child who doesn’t want to do anything.
Sigh. Sorry, not much fun to be around these days.