TJ North

My weird little mind is trying to sabotage me…suddenly I am panicking because I won’t be able to ‘wun’ outside when winter comes, and I don’t want to spend hours a week in the gym, cause I’ll get bored, and I don’t like the treadmill and the nike ipod thingy doesn’t work on the rowing machine, and then I’ll stop, then all this healthy living will come to a crashing halt, and guess I’m not as committed as I think I am, if I will stop just cause I get bored….yada with the volume increasing….this is nuts. Take a breath. Deal with today. Feel good today. I will figure it out when I have to and why is this so distressing anyway? Maybe I’ll just go stand in the shower for a while….aargh!