I have a few minutes before my next meeting. My plan is to take off to the gym immediately after, then go home, pack, and take off for the weekend. I have already clocked well over 50 hours this week so I am not going to feel guilty about leaving early at all. Usually I bring work along on these trips, and this weekend I will take some things to read with me. Loverboy has threatened me with dire consequences if I bring my laptop…we’re spending the weekend at a hotel 1/2 way between here and there. But I know I will have a little bit of time to myself and I will make use of it.
I don’t know how this will turn out. My self-image is currently in the toilet, between the nose thing and the the fact that I am now officially at my highest weight ever. This supposed to be a ‘wild’ weekend and I feel anything but sexy. Sloppy, mushy…those are more the words that come to mind. By the time I get there after the 3 hour drive I am likely to have talked myself into a real pit. I will turn the music up very loud but I don’t know if I can distract myself. So what did I just do? Have fish and chips for lunch.
Also, I have really bad hair right now. Ugh.
February 8th, 2008 at 10:01 pm
There is a foundation called dermablend - available at theatrical stores and possibly beauty supplies. Get some for your nose. It will blend in and make you feel better. If you cannot locate that, get some yellow concealer. It works well on taming any redness.
I hope that helps!