If time is a relative concept, then I somehow hit the fast forward button. The days are very busy, very full, and whizzing by. Of course, this is when I reach for the sweet stuff. Have to pull my hand out of the candy machine.
This weekend I am going to visit my middle sister and it will either motivate me or drive me underground. She has lost probably 150 pounds in the last two years. She looks fantastic, she is active, and healthy and happy and I am envious happy for her, I was getting worried and when she was heavy every attempt to bring up the health consequences were met with hostility. Now she is breezy and confident…I know she still has some body issues, but overall I know her life is 100% happier simply because she feels so much better.
Alright, also a bit jealous of her success. Right now, I feel like a total washout when I am next to her. And I can tell you I am not proud of that feeling, but there you go.
Now that I am back from vacation I have started with the long nightly walks. I have to set up the tickers properly and start tracking things again. My weight is hovering around 170 - up a bit, down a bit. Sigh. Oh well, better than 180.
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