Weigh-In: 159
I do not feel like gardening, even though I still have seeds to plant. I don’t feel like grocery shopping. I don’t feel like organizing my laundry room and I don’t feel like scrubbing the house from ceiling to floor. I already cleaned kitchen, bedroom and made bread. I didn’t work out this morning, because I think I need to take Mondays off. I used to take Sundays off, but I am a changing woman!
Good news this morning from the scale—159. I’m in the 150s again. Whew. I just gotta keep truckin’. I gotta keep the weight down below 157 at least—just so I can say I lost over 100 pounds. LOL Technically, I quit weighing in at 257, but I know I gained after that. :p
I feel good. I am fitting A LITTLE better into the clothes that I got last summer, but not as well as I know I could. I think I have about 5 more pounds to lose before I fit nicely into the size 12, and at that point, I think I’ll be needing my 10s again. 
No tears here! I have this really cute 9/10 black with white polka-dot dress hanging up downstairs—it’s totally 50’s and I look and feel so sexy in it. It’s halter-top with a collar and it’s calf length. Just adorable! I’m looking forward to wearing it again.
I got my menu table up and in operation. I am spending so much time here. When I was in the shower this morning, I was thinking about it and trying to figure why I can’t just get away. Well, this is my conclusion. After being away from 3fc and my diet for so long and NOT paying attention to myself, I see that I am deprived. I have a huge cup that needs to be filled. It feels so good reading other journals and writing about MY crap—so different from other areas in my life. I keep stuff about myself on the down-low and don’t share too much of me with anyone. There is no one that I feel good sharing with. …besides Ed, but he can’t fill all of my needs as much as he’d like to. So this is for me—long overdue. I’m going to stop feeling guilty about enjoying myself here. It’s not causing a problem in any area of my life. It’s more healing than anything. 
Okay, I’m off to read and comment!
Happy-Tawnya Signing off.
Filed under: Healthy Living
isn’t it so hard for woman to NOT feel guilty about taking time for themselves? Blah! men never feel guilty about taking time out for themselves. We need to think like men!!!
Anything halter top is sexy! Can you tell I love halter tops? LOL. I’m sure you’ll fit into that dress in no time. Of course, you’ll have to post pics!
I have a little number that I got as a mother’s day gift to wear for a wedding in October. I love it. Actually, I have a pic of it on my blog. I’m really hoping to get defined calves by the time October rolls around.
That’s so funny that you think like that about 157 because that is exactly how I feel about 145 - that is my official 100-lb lost mark and I always try to stay below that. Clearly lately I am not doing so well, LOL! Anyway, congrats about being in the 150s again, and you will be back at “100 lbs lost” in no time!
The dress sounds adorable! You MUST post a picture of yourself in it when you are wearing it.
Okay, I will have to check out your menu page!
oh, my dress isn’t a halter, it’s a tube top type of dress. it’s a couple of entries back in my main blog. i just love halters in general.