I suck

Posted by dolcifiori on July 19th, 2009 |Filed Under The Journey |

Ya, so I suck. Big time! The wonderful 4lbs i lost is right back on there.

Oh man, why can’t I just frigging do this? It’s not like I don’t WANT to! I do, I just can’t.

My head is screwed to fcuk. I have a wedding to go to in a WEEKS time and i’m gonna be standing there like a frumpy lumpy bump and I know it. Its too frigging late now, which makes me quit even harder.

I’ve been trying to do slimming world but my head really just isn’t where i need to be to do it. I think part of the problem is that i “KNOW” it (or at least I THINK I know it). I am really considering switching plans. Switching over to something new -that i’d NEED to spend time on working things out -LEARNING. I am not putting any pressure on this coming week. I already have enough of that with the upcoming wedding. I’m aiming to figure out this week what i want (need) to do to fix this, with a view to “starting” something on the 27th.

I started to try and loose weight when i was 16 - that was 13 years ago and still i’ve achieved NOTHING. I can not possible spend another 13 years trying to figure it all out.

One week, one week is all i’m giving myself to straighten this all out.

Yes, I DO suck.


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