The skinny friend, now fat

I can hardly believe it

For the last two days I have been eating whatever I pleased. I had gotten to the stage where not seeing a change on the scales made me say,”Stuff it, I’ll eat what I want.” I really suffered because of it too. I felt awful, overfull, sick, tired and wishing I hadn’t given in.  Tuesday [...]

Muffin for breakfast

AHHH! When will I see a damn change on the scales? I was so frustrated this morning I went and ate a blueberry muffin for breakfast. It didn’t even taste that good and made me feel really full. It is now mid afternoon, I’ve been out for coffee with a friend, had a skinny cap [...]

How can I keep motivated?

I just want to see 61kg on the scale. I hate waiting and weighing and finding no change. It makes me just want to go out and eat junk. This morning I just wanted to go eat KFC and a blueberry muffin. The only thing stopping me is having to wait longer to see a change [...]

62kg

Well, I weighed myself this morning and I was 62kg. I probably won’t believe it until I weigh myself again tomorrow morning and get the same reading. I am so glad that I decided to make a change. When I think about how I was at 68/69kg, it was just not healthy.
While there is still [...]

getting there

Today I tried on one of my old skirts and it fit! It’s so good to be wearing some of my normal clothes again. It is the best incentive. Because of this, when I went out to get coffee I didn’t have a muffin. I think those boosts, like finding something fits, or seeing you’ve lost [...]

The power of the scales can make or break you.

It has been about three or four weeks since I have posted on here. Below is an excerpt of the early days, which were the hardest.
January
Monday. Almost gave in. It is a week since I started my diet. I weighed myself this morning. I weigh less than when I started. My scales are often out [...]

still hanging in

Just a quickie to let you know I’m still here. I’m now 64kg. It’s been hard, and I’ve wanted to give in, but managed to keep on track. Will fill you in when my internet connection returns.