The Girl Who Ate Angie

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Weight Watchers and Stuff March 28, 2009

Filed under: AND AWAY WE GO!!!! — angiemo3 @ 11:42 pm

Lets see what pops out tonight.  I am trying to get the house set up to start counting points.  I have to make myself a menu of I will end up eating out.  The majority of my weight is due to restaurants.  so I have my pile of WW cook books handy and I am going to plan this all out.  I like WW but with 4 kids I am not as good about keeping track as I was before I had them.  I lost 60 pounds before I got pregnant with the triplets on WW.  Now it is like soooo much work just to organize the whole thing.  Right now my goals are going to be 10 pounds at a time.  I just can’t look at the big picture without tugging my hair out of my head.  Also I am going to drag my husband out Mon, Wed, and Fri mornings to walk on the Walnut Street Bridge with me at 7am.  I hate walking around in circles but at that hour you might get mugged downtown so that is my excuse.  He is not real pleased but I don’t care.  He has gained 40 pounds in about 18 months so it is time for him as well as me to get off his butt.  My goal is to get back to some kind of jogging and I hope it will be pretty quick.  the only other goal I have right now is to lay off the Cokes, I am telling you they are just as addictive as drugs.  School is going okay, I still don’t know if I got into the nursing program or not.  Sadly I do not think I did, but that is okay I just have to retake a few classes I had a B in and re-apply to the day program.  I am not going to go to WW meetings because of the money and the time constraints, but I might pop into the 3FC WW boards and participate there.  All in all today was a good day, and I did not even use caps in my blog,lol. I think I may start a new page for advice/suggestions, and everyone could kindof tell what works for them or give tips on things they like such as workouts,food,websites.  Feel free to add to it, I think it might be interesting to see what other people are trying.

 

Oh so long and fat as ever “sigh” March 27, 2009

Filed under: AND AWAY WE GO!!!! — angiemo3 @ 12:59 am

Okay, I am fat, miserable, tired, stressed, and plain old ashamed of myself.  I am one of “THOSE” people.  You know, the ones who make all these new years plans and then stop a few weeks later.  I think I sabotage myself if I try to start at the beginning of the year.  Well I do not think I have gained any, if so not much, I will have to look up my stats.  Anyway I am trying to organize my sad little life and first on the list is my weight.  I look in the mirror and I see my face swelling up like a balloon.  I may or may not be getting into the nursing program this year, and the stress of it all has drove me up the wall.  I am tring to start up a buisness, go to school, be a wife, a mother, and work, but I have cut my hours back at work to 24.  Still my days are full and I am tired of not having energy.

Complaints about beeing fat

1. NOT HAVEING ENERGY. (I AM LAZY, LAZY, LAZY, I PHISICALLY FEEL DRAINED WHEN I COME HOME FROM WORK OR SCHOOL.

2. HAVING TO BUY FAT CLOTHES (EWWW THEY ARE UGLY AND I SPEND MORE TIME TRYING THEM ON THAN PICKING THEM OUT)

3.WADDLING, LOL. ( I FEEL LIKE MY STOMACH IS LEADING ME BEHIND IT)

4. MIRRORS IN THE BATHROOM( WHO’S STUPID IDEA WAS THAT? ALTHOUGH THAT MIGHT BE WHAT KEEPS ME ON THE WAGON THIS TIME)

5. APRONS…SOME PPL KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!!! MY APRON IS LONG ENOUGH TO KEEP MY UNDERWEAR DRY IF I WERE TO BE SPLASHED BY SHAMOO AT SEA WORLD(DISGUSTING)

6. SAGGY BOOBS( BACK HURTS,BRA SHOPPING WORSE THAN PANTS).

7. DOUBLE CHINS(AS I LOOK DOWN AT MY KEYBOARD I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO NECK)

8.SEEING THE EXPRESSION ON PEOPLES FACES WHEN YOU WALK BY THEM.

9. OTHER PEOPLE TELLING YOU HOW YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. (DUH BUT YOU TRY LOSING 115 POUND WHEN YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN A NORMAL WEIGHT IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE.

10. NOT FEELING FAT( AS I WALK BY PEOPLE SOME DAYS THEIR LOOKS ARE WHAT REMINDS ME I AM FAT.  INSIDE MY BODY LOOKING OUT I FEEL NORMAL MOST OF THE TIME. THAT MAY BE WHY I DON’T TRY HARDER.  I NEED MORE MIRRORS,LOL BECAUSE THAT IS THE ONLY OTHER TIME I FEEL FAT.  IT IS ALMOST LIKE SHOCK EVERY TIME I SEE MY REFLECTION. DAMN IS THAT ME, REALLY ME, GOOD LORD I AM HUGE!!!!!!!!

This is my therapy and i am going to start over so yay for me.