Life Changing Journey

Yeah. as always. Horrible weekend.
I can’t even remember what I ate yesterday. Soup and Salad at Chili’s. I felt pretty sexy yesterday…because I weighed 175.4 in the morning. Yay! That would be the lowest I’ve weighed ever since I’ve started again in January.
I ate quite horrible after that…and weighed 176.6 this morning. I did run for about 25-30 minutes. I think I did little less than 2 miles. Maybe it’s just weight fluctuating…I don’t know. I didn’t weigh myself tonight, though because umm… Well, I don’t every weigh myself at night.
Today. Went to a parade. Had Arby’s Roast Burger on the way to the parade. Fries. and Fries. and MORE FRIES! What was I thinking? I just couldn’t get full/satisfied..as if I am on TOM! My TOM was just over on Friday. sigh.
I got to stand up a lot, carrying 38 lb DD but no time to work out at all. So I’m trying to drink water and water and more water, hoping that would help with tomorrow morning’s weigh-in.
For dinner at work, I brought lots of steamed veggies and fruits. So maybe that will fill me up good.
At least my number went down. So I know there is a hope. That it can go down. If I stick to it. Yeah.. IF I STICK TO IT…..