I’m still here..
I got an email letting me know that I had a comment in one of my post. So i checked and delitaagain asked where I went. I’m still here. Somewhere.
My school started 3 weeks ago. It took my workout time..since I work out while my DD sleeps and now, I do homework and by the time I’m done with it, my DD wakes up…and she does not let me work out really. And I feel bad having her play by herself while working out. So as my workout sessions and time decreased, my food habit started becoming quite bad. I haven’t been really watching what I eat, my fruit and veggie intake hit the bottom…
And then I missed the deadline for weigh-in for TBL challenge on 3FC because of my internet. I thought to myself THAT IS IT! Forget this! I even told my BF that I’m not watching what I eat anymore and he goes, yeah right, since when? I said since today! I told him about the challenge. He said you are not giving up. NO. Then I thought to myself… Yeah, the challenge really worked for me and I know it would have helped me a lot. But in the end, it’s me who needs to do it, so I can do it myself. I still have other ladies I can talk to. It’s not end of the world and I really need to jump back on the wagon.
So starting tomorrow, or should I say today…since it’s after midnight, I’m back to “being obsessed with workout” again. Everyday, I will do my workout before I sit in front of computer to do homework. I will plan food again. I will be healthy again. I just need to get back to my habit of working out again. And get off my lazy butt. I remember when I used to feel really yucky just because I didn’t get to work out one day. Not anymore. It kinda bothers me but not like that. I need to get back to where I felt yucky if I didn’t work out. 
I have 26 days left till I leave to visit Korea. In 4 years and 5 months. Hopefully I will be well into the 160’s by then. Sigh.