I want to be pregnant more than anything!

I can’t say that we are actively trying to get pregnant. Not on a regular basis at least. But I have been telling Jay that I am ready for a while now. He wants a child with me, but is a little less sure about this being the right time. I’m 31, and my clock is ticking VERY loudly. This weekend was when I was probably ovulating …. hard to really tell because my cycle has always been longer than the normal 28 days. The only time that was was close to regular was when I was on the pill. Anyway, we had “baby-making” sex on Thursday and Sunday. This weekend was our 4-year anniversary. I guess that was my anniversary present!

(I hope that this isn’t too much info for all of you … I feel like everyone is pretty open around here. You can handle me talking about sex, right???)

I know that the odds are against me being pregnant already …. but I am hoping. I am soooo ready for this. I have been ready for a long time. I have my career. I have found the man I want to spend my life with. We’ve been together for 4 years. I think about having a baby 24 hours a day. It’s getting ridiculous.

As far as dieting, I still suck!!!! I have my good days and my bad. I’ve been eating tons of Special K cereal and veggies, but I also just ate SIX cookies. I honestly feel that being pregnant will be an excuse for eating even healthier. I would be eating healthy for more than just me … it would be for another human being …… MY baby!

Wish me luck everyone. It’s too early to test, but I should be able to tell in a week or so.

I HATE waiting.