I have no food in the house. No money to buy any. This should be easy to lose weight, right??? I can’t get fat is there is nothing left in the fridge.

But I also can’t afford healthy food right now. I’d kill for a yogurt and an apple right now.

My boyfriend had knee surgery so he hasn’t worked for 2 months. Life is expensive paying for two people on one salary without any help. I can’t imagine how it is for single mothers. I make good money, but the check literally is spent before I get my hands on any of it.

We have tickets to a Kid Rock concert this Sunday to celebrate our anniversary and Valentine’s day. It’s at the closest casino, which is about 3 hours away. We obviously already paid for the tickets, but I’m hoping to have a little money for a hotel and some gambling.

No …. it doesn’t make sense to gamble when you are broke. But come on …. we’ve been planning this since the fall. We need to have fun once and a while. I didn’t celebrate my birthday this ear. I don’t go crazy at the casino. Maybe $100 each for the whole day. Who knows … maybe I will hit the jackpot!

But that’s a lot of yogurt and apples I could be buying ……   why can’t I just be rich??????????

Ok … time to get myself in the shower to get ready for work. I picked up an overtime shift. Last time I drove all the way into the city before my shift got cancelled. I was pissed. Got my fingers crossed that this time works out.

By the way …. I’m pissed at my boyfriend right now, but that’s a story for a different day ……………..