I don’t know how I did it! I’m not trying to lose weight anymore. I was too low on calories for a few days, but I also overate a few days. BUT …..

I lost TWO pounds. WHAT????           117.5 lbs !!!!!

Really not trying to lose though. But what can I say …. it still feels good to see the numbers go down, even if I don’t need them to. I’ve spent my whole life trying to make the numbers go down …. it’s not something I can stop cold turkey. I think that the 115 to 125 range is good for me. As long as I can stay in that range, I’m ok!

You know what sucks though?? NONE of my clothes fit. Even all the clothes I bought this spring/summer are way too big. And I don’t have money to buy more. Just have to settle with tightening up the belts for awhile. (and I really have always hated wearing belts). Better too big than too small, I guess.

Ok … have tons to do today. Gotta go.

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Update:

I ended up doing a little bit of shopping today. SALES only!!! I can’t buy a whole new wardrobe for every size. I really have clothes in every size from Size 12 down to Size 1. YES …. I bought size 1/2 today. I tried on the 3/4, and they were too big. WHAT??? I still can’t get over it. Those were khakis. The jeans I bought at the same store were 3/4. I also bought 3 DKNY extra-small T-shirts that were 75% off. Then, I picked up some new scrubs … 2 pairs of pants and 1 top. They were super cheap!

• 1 pair jeans
• 1 pair khaki pants
• 3 DKNY tops
• 2 scrub bottoms
• 1 scrub top

TOTAL PRICE: $85   ….. GREAT DEALS!!!   I mean, a scrubs outfit is usually $40-something dollars. And the DKNY tops were originally almost $40 each. I am excited for new clothes that actually fit!!!

I also went food shopping and got tons of healthy food. I actually enjoy not having to worry about buying food for Jay anymore because I can stick to healthy options only .. and it’s cheaper!!!

Ok …. just wanted to update. Gotta do some cleaning. Later!!!