Sweet Thinkings

Friday!!

Nothing to report.  Did good yesterday.  Doing good today!  I believe I will continue to do good today.  Not gaining all my weight back and getting right back on the weight loss wagon after my 5 day binge really uplifted my spirits.  Would I feel the same if the scale still blared 237?  Probably not.  [...]

Searching

A comment made to a post I had begun on the forum has made me believe I am a compulsive/binge eater.  I don’t know much about these, but I am believing I have this disorder.  I really wish I had access to the forum while at work, but that is blocked.  I am going to [...]

FRIDAY!!

Whoo breathe! LOL In spite of yesterdays little melt down I behaved myself. Came home ate veggie soup and even worked out again! Better yet I already have today also! Might go again. I allowed myself to eat a tombstone pizza today with C….Not good but I am not [...]

Will it ever end??

Posting on here….I am about to sabatoge myself!  Will this ever end??  Why do I want to stop at Wendys on the way home??  I’ve already been bad today!  I’m at 1900 calories right now and I haven’t even had supper!  I need to go home and eat my soup!  Then go to gym and [...]

3/25/10

Yesterday was another good day.  2003 calories, 20 minutes on elliptical machine, 13 minutes on treadmill at 3.5 incline & speed, and a few arm weights.  If only every day good work like that!  Last night I just felt off though.  Still do today.  Not sure why.  Worried about starting school perhaps?  Maybe I need [...]

Hump day

Ended up doing very well yesterday.  Had 2080 calories.  No exercise. :-(  We were at my BIL’s for 2 hours!  Just no time.  Tonight me & hubby are going to the rec though so I will be getting some in.  Then tomorrow me & B will be going.  So far no plans for Friday night [...]

Ok!  I’m revitalized!  I’m not losing weight for anyone but me!  This is not a bad thing!  This is not torture!  This is not something I’m doing because I HAVE to!  I can gain more…if I want!  If that is what will make me happy I can go ahead! Go up another pants size and [...]

Out of sorts

Did not do a great job yesterday.  Wanted fast food terribly.  So happy my hubby didn’t listen to me when I told him C wanted a cheeseburger. LOL  Had a candy bar, granola bar, and fruit snacks after dinner (veggie soup), and my strawberries are in the fridge rotting.  UGH  I love strawberries!  Why didn’t I eat [...]

2nd week & forever

So today the scale said 233.2.  I have met goal & possible doubled!  YAY.  Yet I’m a tad disappointed…isn’t 5 lbs supposed to just fall off that first week?  LOL  Never happy.  I met goal and that is what is important!  If I lose 4 lbs. this coming week I will be out of the [...]

So hard

I’m barely hanging on right now.  Wanted Taco Bell real bad about 1 1/2 hours ago….made a taco at home instead.  If I had went there I would not have stopped at one.  Have eaten 2- 100 calories fudgesicles.  I’ve probably had 2500-2600 calories today.  Which in the scheme of things isn’t too bad now [...]