so yesterday was my first day really committing. being on track. and honestly, it wasnt that bad. when i have structure, and i set limits for myself, it’s not that hard to follow. i need structure. and i know that i need it. so i dont even know why i function any other way. it only stresses me out further and i lose all control.
so yesterday i did level 1 nd 2 of 30ds. and i ate within my points. even like 2 points under. and i wasnt hungry at all. i didnt even crave anything really. i didn’t even want sweets. maybe i was just so disgusted with the way things were going.
anyway, i feel good. i feel motivated.
i read a post on 3fc from a girl i did not expect to say this:
“remember that what you feed yourself is a direct reflection on what your body looks like.”
woooooooow, so fucking true. if you are eating shit food, your going to look like shit. plain and simple.
Posted on January 29th, 2009 by stellart
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