Well we got the news today that I was dreading. My FIL’s cancer is terminal, they are giving him up to 6 mths. Really shocked to hear this to be honest. I knew it was cancer but I dont know, when the person is there in front of you, you dont really imagine that they are going to die.

He has the option to do some chemo, but the doctor isnt really pushing that idea. I suppose we will have to wait and see how things pan out.

I feel so sad for my DH and for my kids. They are losing another Grandad who absolutely dotes on them. I  am just really hoping I can keep it together for us all and be strong in the months ahead. I cant believe this is happening again, after the nightmare of seeing my own father die of cancer less than a year ago. Life is really sh*t sometimes.

With regard ww, that is going ok. I really have to keep with it and not eat my way through the next few months. Its not the answer and will just make me feel worse. Just have to stay focused and seperate grief from eating crap.