After feeling a little down on myself the past couple of days I thought I’d best compose an entry so as not to give up and feel completely like a failure.
I’ve had a lot on my plate the last week or so since I’ve been back home. I’m dealing with an ex-husband issue regarding the grown children and I’ve had to look for another job in my city too. A lot of stress and a lot more sleepless nights have been my nightmare the past few days.
I just wanted to get my feelings down into my journal and express how I feel so alone sometimes in this battle and then in my personal life as well. It’s at times like this that I wish I had a friend to confide in and to share some laughs with. Oh well, being a preachers wife isn’t always all it’s cracked up to be I suppose. It would just be nice sometimes if I had a fellow Spirit filled Christian to spend time with.
Well I guess that’s all I’ve got to say for now. I’m waiting for my son to call me when he’s done work so I can go and pick him up then come home and go straight to bed. I’ve been up since 3:30am yesterday morning and it’s really starting to hit me how tired I am.
And despite the hardship and challenges right now, I still praise God and give thanks for all I have and the many blessings in my life.
No other updates tonight. Sweet dreams.