Reality. I’m fat.

Archive for June, 2010

30 Jun, 2010

Wedding Date Set!

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So my good friend Kendra has finally set her wedding date…….April 30th. The deposit was put down on the location so I know this is for real. That gives me exactly 10 months to the day!  So I could possibly lose 10 lbs a month-100 lbs over all! That would put me in a 175-so […]

29 Jun, 2010

A picture says a thousand words…

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

I finally put together all of my weight loss goals for the next 9 months. Jeez, now that I say it, 9 months sounds like a very short period of time considering the amount of weight I want to lose-more than 130 lbs! From 287 down to 150. Well I guess thats not fair. If […]

27 Jun, 2010

New Journey Friend Brought Up Memories…

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

A response I did earlier tonight to a new friend of mine in our journey. I thought I’d post it since it brought up so many memories that I haven’t even thought of in a very long time! Hi *****, I definitely welcome new friends of the weight-loss journey. I don’t know if I had […]

15 Jun, 2010

2 Day Fast Formula Aftermath

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So as of Monday Morning I weighed 274.2 which would be a four pound weight loss. I wasn’t hungry really when I woke up and I was feeling good. Waking up after about 7-8 hours of sleep was a little dificult and I think a weekend of little food had something to do with that. […]

13 Jun, 2010

Day 2 on Fast Formula

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

I am doing well so far. I am hungry here and there and I am able to subdue the cravings with a couple prunes or a tiny bag of baked chips. I know I’m not suppose to be eating anything else other than vegetable juice or small pieces of fruit but thats unrealistic to me. […]

12 Jun, 2010

2 Day Fast Formula- Day 1 Conclude

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

Did pretty well today as far as keeping to my shakes. I did however sneak a piece of chicken and stuffing earlier. I couldn’t help it! I made it last night and was too full from my artichoke to finish it and it was soooo good. Lunch: Shake 2 12:15 PM Broke down and had […]

12 Jun, 2010

2 Day Fast Formula

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

Day1:Morning I slept in this morning a littl e more than I wanted to but I wanted to put my shake as late as possible-putting it off I guess. I got the blender out, crushed some ice cubes up and through in the powder with 7 oz of water (It calls for 8 oz of […]

07 Jun, 2010

Doctor’s Orders…?

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

Went to finally see my doctor…and what did he say? Drop my caloric intake to 1000 a day! I reminded him that he had told me the year before to do 1500 but because I wasn’t dropping weight fast enough to get out of my danger zone, aka obesity, he wants me to drop the […]

06 Jun, 2010

Why am I so JEALOUS!!

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So I can’t help but to sound like such a whining bitch about this but it’s true. The more posts I read and the more success stories I hear the more I want to just lash out and punch them in the face. The big giant green face of jealousy comes out and I want […]

06 Jun, 2010

I Want a Boyfriend!

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

I have many reasons for wanting to lose the weight that I have accumulated over the years but one major reason is that fact that I want a boyfriend again! I want to be held and kissed and stared at again. I miss walking through the mall and making guys heads turn. Now I go […]



  • Saathi: Sure im writing lil bit too late....actually, u may be fine by now, but still i wanted to say something about the things u'd written here. First of al
  • shellydeflores: Oh and weight has hit a new low. 252.6. Although today is Thanksgiving so we'll see how long that laster.
  • shellydeflores: Oh and FYI-i'm on my period so I am not daring to weigh. EFFF that. I don't need the heart ache right now.