Well I haven’t done my p90x since last Monday…absolute failure. I failed ultimately and I am very disappointed in myself. I would like to come up with a million excuses right now but I know that I have just been so lazy. I went out and bought push up stand bars, a new tension rope and new work out clothes and yet I still haven’t done anything. Now tonight I have to write an essay for class tomorrow.
I feel like such an amazing failure and to make matters worse, my good friend has finally picked out the dresses for the all of the bridesmaids. The wedding is April 2011 so I have a year to try to lose enough weight to actually look decent in these dress-which are ‘pistachio’ colored. She is giving us several options to choose from as long as no one wears the same style. So I picked out the spaghetti strap A line dress that is beaded on the chest and falls at the high waist. She wants sizes now so I told her 15. I have to get back in to a 15 in less than a year. I am a 22/24 now. I can’t possibly have a pooch either. This dress is absolutely not for those with a belly!
Oh geez, well I think this is a possible goal but I just need to get off my ass and do it. Do my work outs and put the food down! My goal is to still be below 280 by Saturday.