Reality. I’m fat.

Archive for April, 2010

24 Apr, 2010

First week weigh in

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

Drum roll………..nothing. Aboslutely no poundage loss. At least of this morning there wasn’t. I also hadn’t taken my morning garbage drop.  I ate breakfast shortly after I got up so I didn’t even want to bother to weigh again! I helped a friend out today with her house. Pulled weeds and helped put paneling on […]

21 Apr, 2010

Ultimate Failure

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

Well I haven’t done my p90x since last Monday…absolute failure. I failed ultimately and I am very disappointed in myself. I would like to come up with a million excuses right now but I know that I have just been so lazy. I went out and bought push up stand bars, a new tension rope […]

17 Apr, 2010

Offical Weigh-In

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So I plugged in the batteries and did my first official weight in this morning-after I ate my egg white and whole wehat muffin. I was 284.00.  Four lbs more than my estimation. I just came back from visiting with a friend and doing homework-as well as having a sugar free cherry mocha latte and […]

17 Apr, 2010

The Weigh In-Drum Roll….

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

I finally found the right batteries for my scale and I am too scared to go upstairs and put them in.  I am afraid that my last weight (which was 278-280) is going to be almost 300 by now!  I’m terrified. I would really rather chew my toe off! I will post when I weigh […]

15 Apr, 2010

I’m a slacker!

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

I have only done the P90X twice since Monday-and it’s Thursday!  Holy crap!  My arms aren’t really sore anymore but my legs were a little bit from having to do lunges on some of those exercise! I have class tonight and will be stuck here until 10PM. What am I gonna do tonight?  I guess […]

13 Apr, 2010

I am sore!

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So I was very upset this morning that I wasn’t sore. I really put a good effort in to it. Well while I was driving to work I noticed my my chest and shoulders were a little tight. Later in the day they started getting a littler tight. And now I am a smidgen sore! […]

12 Apr, 2010

First day of P90X

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So I finally did it. I really could not be more happy with myself. I was really not looking forward to it and even put a box of mac and cheese by the stove so that I could have something to cry my tears into afterwards. My favorite comforate food. I only did half of […]

12 Apr, 2010

A Picture Tells the Truth

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

Today was going just like any other day. Then my manager sent an email. The email that people like me dread! The email with pictures of some event we had that she decided to be photographer of! Picture after picture of me and my other 12 team members acting like complete morons at a theme […]

11 Apr, 2010

Introduction…and a long story about me.

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

My name is Shelly and I have a weird, obsessive, and abusive relationship with Food. I say this because I have battled my addiction to food for years. I have always been a bit of a chunk but over the last 4 years I have gained out of control. I allowed myself to gained over […]

11 Apr, 2010

The Concept, “Just Say No”

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

The idea of just say no, as inspiring as it sounds, is to say no to everything you said yes to or allowed yourself to say yes to in the past. Anything that wasn’t good for you but yet you still allowed yourself to go through with it.  Notice how I said, ‘allowed yourself’ because […]



  • Saathi: Sure im writing lil bit too late....actually, u may be fine by now, but still i wanted to say something about the things u'd written here. First of al
  • shellydeflores: Oh and weight has hit a new low. 252.6. Although today is Thanksgiving so we'll see how long that laster.
  • shellydeflores: Oh and FYI-i'm on my period so I am not daring to weigh. EFFF that. I don't need the heart ache right now.