Aggrivated, depressed- a little bit of both?
Posted by sheddingoldme on June 8th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized |
I know I’ve lost 25lbs. But sometimes I dont feel any different than I use to feel. Today I feel tired, hungry, depressed, and just dont feel like doing it!!!!!!!!! I eat to much I worry im going to gain weight and destroy all the progress ive accomplished. Ok so today I went on scale (twice) and saw two numbers 187 and 188lbs. Im really beginning to hate these numbers!!!!!!!! I dont feel like im geting anywhere. So I eat more than half a bag of nuts. Ugh, I binged on nuts. I dont know weather to laugh or cry writing that. and I just feel so tired and bloated. I know its the that time of the month but im just SICK of feeling heavy. Than theres peoples comments which can bring me down. Like today “Well I know you lost a few lbs, theres no huge difference in you so why do you need to eat like rabbit”. I just want to say GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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A memorable story in the Bible for me is in the book of Job. He had a few conversations with different friends, but I remember that one finally just sat quietly under the tree and listened to him. Just sat and listened. I feel like I should be a friend like Job’s friend to you, but I have to say that I know totally how you feel. So, I can’t be quiet.
I’ve totally binged–even on NUTS! LOL
When it’s that TOM, for any gal it’s frustrating. ARGH! …and I’ve had some pretty lame comments come my way too. I’ve had to learn to take what I can use and leave the rest.
This journey is not painless, but we aren’t alone–God is with us.
Hang in there and push forward.
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Tawnya
I’m gonna guess that TOM (time of month) has you riled up. Also I find that one day of not eating right puts me out of whack for at least 2 days following it. The body (flesh) easily leans towards the things we shouldn’t have or do. It’s our human nature. You’ve been doing really well and it doesn’t matter what others see. only what you do. Hopefully you’re getting something out of it, like more energy and endurance as well. This is such a battle but one worth continuing. I’ve fallen and I’m trying to get back up. Only through Him will I be able to.
The exercise I have done is the biggest thing for me. I’ve gotten a ton stronger than I was, much more active, and easily interested in doing more than when I started this 8 months ago. BUT I struggle with food terribly. The farthest I’ve come is 33 lbs, but now I’ve gained, and now back at 25 lbs lost. Some people lose 100 in a year. I was hoping for 50-75, but my year is approaching and I don’t know what I’ll be at but, again this battle is worth continuing.
“Arise and go” was one of the messages at church today. Without my diet and exercise changes, I wouldn’t be thinking of anything like that. I hope that one day the Lord will be able to use me, and I will Arise and GO!
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You haven’t updated…. let us know how you’re doing. You can do this, all things are possible through Him.