So in honor of my lucky number 19 (and because the hubby won’t give up the super secret location of the scale and I am a little obsessive) I decided to try on some old clothes and see where I was at. I have been feeling really thin today for some reason (probably because the hubby won’t tell me where the scale is!). And, drumroll please, some of it fits! I mean, some is still like HA, not a chance, but I look pretty sexy in some of those dresses! I am so relieved to know that when my sisters get here I’ll have a little black dress to rock that looks amazing. w00t, w00t!

Today was a really crazy, really long day. We had the garage sale so that meant getting up early and setting up. That was fun (suuuuuure). The we closed up around noon, went to the bank, and then to lunch at my favorite buffet. And do you know what? I showed restraint. Like massive restraint. But, only because everyone there was like seriously overweight. It made me sad for them. I wanted to give them a lesson in nutrition and let them know the nutrition values of what they were eating. It was kind of like a drunk who was recovering going into a bar and it being a sobering experience. Something clicked and I feel like I kind of just get it. Food cannot be a reward. It just can’t. It’s not positive! It’s self destructive. Pedicures, jewelry, clothes, running shoes… those are rewards. Now if I can just keep riding this I heart myself train so I don’t choose to be self destructive… After lunch we went to Crate & Barrel to buy some new dishes, but I didn’t love anything so the search continues. I have to fid some soon cause I sold mine today at the garage sale! I was just so over them! I am on a plain kick… everything white. Or at least neutral. At least in the kitchen (says the girl with the brightest quilt ever lying across her lap). Then we had dinner and a family walk to end the day. Perfection!

B: oatmeal, brown sugar, blueberries, a hard boiled egg
S: plum, snickers nutrition bar
L: greek salad, chicken tortilla soup, banana muffin, mini frozen yogurt cone
S: yogurt
D: pb & honey sammy & rachels cottage cheese (my new addiction)
S: gonna be green tea and a biscotti

SO now I’m off to watch Revolutionary Road with the hubby. Night chickies!