Well, my weight went down a little but it is still up from Tuesday. I am not going to stress over it, even though internally I kind of am. I mean, this weight loss is too good to be true… I have tried everything and nothing works so now that this is working I am afraid it is going to stop. I need to get over it. And get over my love and need for approval from the scale. Whatev. It’s so ridiculous. I know that I have kicked ass overall. Yes, the sushi day I went over, but I still had a good deficit. Yesterday I was good. I am just going to try to be the healthiest I can be and hope that weight loss follows. So, I ended up making walnut crusted salmon last night because I was out of plain yogurt, and it was pretty good. It’s from Clean Eating magazine. Has anyone read that? I want to buy one and see if I love them. It costs more to subscribe to stuff in Japan, so I am trying to be choosy so as not to break the bank. I just feel so much better when I eat REAL food, stuff I make myself and understand the ingredients in. I hate guessing.

In other news, I was telling the hubby about my walk yesterday, and he wanted to do it again for our nightly walk! wtf?! He wanted to see how hard it was to push the stroller up, so I told him I would push it until it got to the steep part and then he had to and he agreed. So, off we went. It was a great walk! So much better without the stroller there at the top, although I was still out of breath! I think I am going to do the usual walk today in the morning and then force myself to come home and get this house in order. I still haven’t cleaned out the closets, nor have I done laundry in almost a week. wtf is wrong with me?! I don’t feel motivated in the least. I have however sold a ton of crap and been running around to meet people halfway and such. That totally should count for something.

I think I am making blueberry pancakes for dinner tonight. I have a simple, mostly healthy recipe and I have been craving some syrup. Who knows.

B:oatmeal, brown sugar, blueberries and a hard boiled egg
S: rachels wickedly delish cottage cheese
L: mcd’s cheeseburger & apple dippers
S:balance bare, plum, bite of oatmeal raisin cookie
D:
water: already started. *I’m 3 bottles deep now, so almost 70oz.

Exercise: 50 min walk-AM

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I have been going nonstop all day trying to get ready for the garage sale. I have a headache that I got about this time yesterday afternoon that just won’t go away. UGH. I took ibuprophen last night and an aleve this morning, but I hate taking medicine so I’m not sure if I should take anything else. All I know is I am miserable. Managed to pick up a Clean Eating mag while out and about this afternoon, I made up some chili for dinner and it is on the stove simmering, so I may just lie in bed and red all afternoon til hubbsy gets home @6:30ish…