Shall We Shrink??

Me, durr!

I finished the challenge for this week yesterday, so tonight I did goofy workout videos from the ondemand thing. I did Cardioke (did I spell that right?) with Billy Blanks Jr. and I did The Biggest Loser Cardio whatev. I tried a yoga video after those, but it made my knees hurt so I stopped. It was good cardio though and fun to be doing something different. The goal is to run tomorrow. It must be done. Also, I want to do some weight training, so maybe I’ll do another video for that. We shall see. But mark my words… I WILL run tomorrow!

So next week the challenge is 250 minutes Monday - Friday. And my BFF is in town all of those days. And 250 is a lot. Eek! But, I will get it done. For sure. Cause my weight? U-G-L-Y. Like wtf? ugly. I have no idea why. I stayed low on calories today to see if that might help. I am so not loving this bloaty nastiness that is my bod right now.

Night chickies!

I am so frustrated right now. I am still up about 3 pounds. Am I eating within my calorie range? Yes. Am I working out? Yes. Okay, so it’s bad enough that I’m not losing weight, why am I gaining? This is just frustrating. I had wanted to lose 5 pounds before my BFF got here, and I have effectively gained 3. It pisses me off that I do the right thing and get nothing for it. If this were a realtionship or a job, I would’ve been done! I am so ready to quit myself!

So yeah, eating yesterday was right on. I wanted to snack last night, but instead had green tea. All of my macronutrients were in check, too. Grrrrr

Okay, just got a phone call from a friend who is crying… her neck is hurt. I’m going over there stat.

Happy Thursday (or NOT!), chickies!
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Well, I am less pissy, though not by much! My friend is okay so that is good. My eating is good today, as I am pissy and not so much caring about food. I have yet to work out, but I am feeling like it is time for a pity party. I was looking to see what was on tv and checked out the on-demand channel… they have the coolest free workouts! Maybe it is a sign I should work out? So I thought I’d get on here and see if I could find some motivation. But, really I think I am sticking with the pity party. Wonder whats on the tube…