The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care. Right?
Uncategorized December 28th, 2008So although I felt like butt last night, I made myself go for another run. I didn’t do another 3 miles, but I did do al little over 2. Yay! I stayed up too late last night talking with the hubby. I am so torn as to what to do about the job/childcare/have another baby thing. Seriously. I can’t sleep. I am consumed with guilt over every decision. I am meant to be a career woman… business suits and heels mixed with power? Count me IN! But, I love being a Mama, and the hours I work are sometimes not conducive to being part of a family. AGHHHHH Is there a right answer? I am beginning to think I will never be happy, that each choice holds a part of me that will leave me guilt ridden. So, since I stayed up so late, the hubby let me sleep in. Yeah, I slept til almost NOON! I can’t remember the last time I did that. So, I have yet to run this morning. I am committing to at least 3 miles today, as well as 2 more strength traing sessions. I have got to get this routine in check!! Weigh in this morning was back to my low normal, just like I like it. Now to make it a little lower…
Hope all you chickies are having a swell day!

December 28th, 2008 at 1:48 pm
Yah, and you sick and all. You are doing well, whether it feels like it or not, and you will have many days when things get better, when you can see how good it all is. In the meantime, Happy New Year! Delita
December 28th, 2008 at 3:39 pm
How luxurious to sleep so late. Your hubby sounds so thoughtful.
As far as the guilt/work/baby thing, if you get it figured out please let me know. I don’t know a woman that doesn’t struggle with this to some extent…I wonder if guys have the same struggles?