Well here I go again, feeling guilt over a shit weekend. I got some news Friday that I wasn’t ready to deal with, and so how do I cope? Candy and junk and other things that are like poison to my body. I wish I didn’t know how disgusting smoking was, cause it sure made my crazy life easier to deal with, if for no other reason than keeping the size of my ass in check. So, as of this morning I weigh 4 pounds more than Thursday! Of course I know that isn’t true, but I also realize that the trend is. I’m going to be more aware of what I am putting in my body today, writing it all down, and not allowing any junk. Speaking of which, I made these awesome pumpkin brownies… mmm… of which I will be eating no more of. I did no exercise all weekend (no shocker with the eating… they seem to go hand in hand), so I’ll be starting two-a-days today. I got in a 1.5 mile hilly run this morning and it actually felt really good. I am done with BS excuses.

And for the drama, I’ll get to it later. Ugh. Off to another day at the job.

Have a good Monday, chickies!