Things I hate

Posted by sagwa on February 25th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

1. My gayass mofo school for having such fucking early classes that I am always so fucking tired that i can’t stick to my diet.

2. Carguy for buying my car.

3. The fact that I want some sort of methamphetamine, maybe Adderall or something, just so i can remain focused .

4. The fact that I have to get an MD before I can even think of having prescription for adderall, cuz fuck no, my father would never give me drugs, wtf.

5. My fucking school for having such early classes and for what! It was a complete waste of time. Thank God I am finally finally leaving here. I just wanna get the fuck away from this place as fast as I can, just go home and eat and eat and eat, and never look back.

I can’t wait to get my MD. I don’t care, I’m gonna get my fucking hands on those adderall, it’s not fucking fair. I want coke or something, anything to keep me studying. Just so i can get them “legally.”

I was watching House MD today. And wtf, it’s like suuuure, Thirteen is sooo gorgeous. In real life, nobody is gorgeous and super-smart like her. She is really, really pretty. I wanna be just like her, like sooo pretty + supersmart. Cuz really, anybody can be skinny. But try being skinny while going thru hell/medschool with ur crazyass perfectionist parents always at ur back! I want my MD more than anything. I don’t care if I fuck up my body right now, that stuff is fixable. What’s not fixable is turning 25 and finding out o holy shit, I am just a blue-collar waitress at a blue-collar job, and I will never amount to anything more than, “Hello, can I take your order sir?” Fuuuuuck no. The only friend I have right now that won’t betray me is snickers bar. Snickers always always makes me happy. And now, I can’t even go to a fucking store, cuz fucking Carguy bought (stole!!!!!!!) my car. Wtf, I can’t wait to get the fuck outta here.


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