what a dumbass

Posted by sagwa on February 17th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

wow i really can’t stand carguy. he is such a fucking loser. ok, he picks me up after school, he was driving and we were holding hands. so i’m thinkin everything is ok, right? WRONG. wtf, the dumbass is suppose to come over tonight, but he makes some lameass excuse and says he’s “sick.” Ummmmm, he didn’t LOOK sick this afternoon! what, he suddenly contracted a cold while working?? pssshhh as if i’m not a future physician, who does he think HE’S fooling?? hah, he thinks he can just show up whenever the fuck he wants, well guess again, dumbass. besides, i have finals comin up! oooooh, and niceguy offered to take me home today, i was gonna say yes, but i wanted to ride w/carguy instead. either way, i think i am set. i wonder how many abscences i have. cuz if i exceed the amount, then i can’t pass the class, and that’s just retarded as fuck.

anyway, i’m thinking that i am just gonna take niceguy’s offer to drive me everywhere. or my friend’s offer! since i DO need a ride to get the refund on my insurance.

and i wanted to remain friends w/carguy so he can drive me to the airport. it’s fucking $20 just to get there, how retarded those taxis are! whatever.

omg i just had the most brilliant plan ever!

wait, is this how querido thought of me? like an expendable thing? cuz i think of carguy as that - just expendable. but i ended up hating querido, even wishing that he would leave, just so it’s already all over. but that’s different. cuz i think i loved querido. carguy doesnt love me, does he? yah he says he misses me and stuff. but there is no excuse for missin out on seeing me tonite, when i clearly said that i wasnt busy tmrw morning!

ok i need a plan. a plan to hurt carguy the most!! he got hurt when i didnt acknowledge that we were anything more than friends. he got hurt when i said i hated this place and wanted to leave asap, and that i have nothing here to go back for. he got hurt when i didnt call him. he got hurt cuz i told him that he doesnt have to call me all the freaking time. and he got hurt when he was like, hey if u ever need someone to talk to… And i was like, yah i take care of myself, thanks.

i dont need the dude. he’s more trouble than he’s worth. besides, if i just flirt a lil bit, i can have niceguy drive me home. only a few more days and then no more school, go back home, and forget that this stupid island ever happened at all.

i think carguy would be the most hurt if i act like he is nothing but a driver! super casual, he is nothing but a driver. yah. got it.


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