omg that guy has no game x_x

Posted by sagwa on February 13th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

ok so i invited my friend NiceGuy from class, the one who’s been flirting w/me for some time now. we even shadowed the same bunch of doctors together. so here we were at my apartment, and i’m like waiting for him to make a move….no freaking luck. he just kept talking and lookin at my boobs, but didnt make a single move! what! and then i looked at the clock cuz i was expecting carguy to call, but then niceguy saw me lookin at the clock, and he’s like, “whoa we better sleep, we have school in the morning!” and left. i’m like, w o o o w. he is sooo shy. which is ridiculous, cuz he’s gonna be an MD soon, if anything, he is the one who i can picture being with for long term. i guess i’ll just have to settle for flings for now, o man. why is it always like that. the guys who are in med school w/me, omg they are all like good guys. except for my old bf, but he was stupid. i mean like stupid stupid, like his IQ was low. i mean, he needed a mnemonic for every freaking thing. like dude, u get microvesicular fatty lesions if u give a kid aspirin. u don’t need a crazy mnemonic for that, just memorize it, dang! ok i know i dont really sound smart here, but yah ummmm this is a blog, ok. not a paper for school. so pardon my california-ness.

nway, i am kinda pissed. my extensions are falling off!! i swear, it’s only been like 6 weeks since i’ve had them, but already it looks like i grew like 2 inches, cuz they have been slippin off! it’s cuz stupid carguy was pullin my hair last nite.

OMG I WONDER WHERE CARGUY IS!!!! CARGUY! CARGUY! CARGUY! CARGUY! AAAHHHHH!!!!!!! ><;;;;

wow, i really have a problem. i can’t study anymore. i am so obsessed. look, i KNOW myself, ok. once i obsess over something, i think about them ALLLLLLLL the freaking time. i was obsessed w/passing a test before, and holy crap, i printed out like EVERYTHING i could find for it, like practice tests n stuff.

omg retard, he already came to see u last nite, if u let him in tonite it’d be overdoing it, hello! haven’t u learned anything in psychiatry??

see that’s my prob. i study like EVERYTHING, but i never ever ever apply it to real life! so retarded. for example, classical conditioning, like with pavlov’s dogs. i should apply that to real life. make carguy salivate a little, right? so, i should be available available available, and then suddenly NOT. and he should salivate! i don’t know what to do! actually, i have been really good, much much better than i ever was before. like all calling a guy and chatting w/them n stuff. i think i grew up a lot when i lived w/ “don jerk.” i learned that i should treat a bf like a patient. take care of them, but remember that I am in charge. And when a patient moves away, as much as it’ll hurt me, I should just let him go, cuz they’ll find a new doctor(s) behind my back anyway. better to kick them out first, and save face!

wow, it’s already 11:23pm. i guess carguy isnt gonna call me tonite. i wonder if he’s mad? i think it was cuz i was bossing him around today, tellin him to grow thru the drivethru and stuff. and made fun of him for not knowing what to do. and made fun of him cuz he cheated on his old gf before. omg, it must be that… holy shit. damn it, why can’t anything go right!!!!! first, niceguy is too shy to make a move. and now carguy hates me. and on top of all that, i have a test in like a few days! holy shitttttttt x_x


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