dude i can’t stop thinkin bout him…><
Posted by sagwa on February 13th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized |
omg so funny. carguy drove me to school this morning, and my friend saw him, omggg i was like, o shit, she’s gonna think i’m a slut!! but i kinda just was like, o yah, he um was on his way, so…yah. NOT! last nite, he slept w/me, yay!!!!! omg this is ridiculous. i mean RI. DI. CU. LOUS. here i am, about to take the biggest test of my life in a few days, and all i can think about is stupid stupid carguy. so stupid! it’s not like i have a future w/him anyway. i am gonna go back home soon and he can’t even follow me, cuz he doesnt even have a US visa! dang. and i dont wanna marry the dude, he’s kinda poor. i mean, he’s just a waiter (albeit a HOT one!!!!). damn it, i was in class and all i could think about was what happened last nite. tomorrow is valentine’s day!! i wonder if he has plans. omg omg omg what’s wrong with me!! i need sleep so bad. i couldnt really sleep last nite, i mean who can sleep with a hot guy next to them!! dang, i couldnt stop laughing and giggling and stuff. omg i don’t know how i’m gonna tell him that i’m kinda leaving in less than 2 weeks..and never coming back..omg i think i’m gonna miss him. i’ve only known him for like 2 wks, but i’m kinda fond of the guy!! at first it was soooooooooo WEIRD. like wtf, this is the dude who bought my car..he’s kinda poor..and i hooked up w/him? huhhhh??? omg i remember that nite when he wanted to hook up w/me, but i had to study (and didnt shave), so i was like, ok bye. omg i SO dont wanna have to say to my friends like, “yah ummm…i kinda hooked up w/him…” they’ll be like, u slut. pah, whatever, i’m leaving soon anyway, i don’t really care about my so-called “reputation.” i mean, once i start my job back in states, i bet NONE of my fellow classmates will be with me at the same place at the same time! hahahaha.