The Never Ending Battle

Time to focus.  Time to forgive.  Time to be diciplined.  Time to give myself permission to succeed, and to fail.

These are the battles I face.  Amoung others.  These are the battles I have with losing weight.  If it were as simple as not eating I would have it made.  I often, actually most always, go without breakfast or lunch.  And snacking is not really a problem either.  But it is not about depriving myself of food.  It is about the correct foods, the wholesome foods, and the balanced diet of small meals through the day.

Buying healthy foods is expensive, and I use that as an excuse.  My funds are limited, and it is often easier to just buy low quality foods.  But then again having a heart attack and being out of work would be costly, and that is what I could be facing in time.  That is my reality.  So why does not that not scare me?