Yeah Yeah…..I missed an entire day of posting, but in my defense it was Monday. And Monday’s in an insurance office are like Friday nights in a bar…..Your busier then hell and someone is gonna get screwed before your shift is over. TAH DAH!!!!!
So, now that I am back on track lets talk about the last two days. I have been eating right and working on my water intake, but my mood has been crappy and I was laying in bed last night when it hit me. Yesterday was the 1 month anniversary of losing little Foster. I know that it may seem weird to some people to get so emmotional over a dog, but they are like my children and I put all that I am into them. And when it is their time to go I feel like I have lost everything. I will work through this and I will recover…..it just takes time. Sava & Parker will help me through it…my time at the park with them has become something I look forward to all week. Once the vet bill gets paid off I will have a little extra gas money and am going to try and take them a few times during the week also. They will love it.
Now let’s talk about the next two days. I am very worried. I have to go to a class that is going to run two days and they are having lunch brought in to us. There isn’t a place to store your own food and I am scared to death that I am going to make the wrong choices. I think I am going to take one of my bigger purses with me and pre-make a bunch of stuff that doesn’t have to be refridgerated and just pass on the lunch they serve. Last time I went to one of these classes it was all southern foods, fried & fattening. Plus they always put out this table of desserts that can add 20lbs if you get close enough to smell them. NO THANKS!!! I may get laughed at too with my big gallon of water, but that is the only way I know I am staying on track.
The laptop will be coming with me to this class and I will make sure to do nightly updates so that I don’t stray off course again. And now I would like to leave you with something I heard my imaginary friend Max say the other day:
” I have a switch that turns off my emotions.
That’s right I have two switches in my life
One turns off my emptions and the other
has the power to make a car bounce”
:o)~ (I love 2 Broke Girls)