(about July 1st)
This was actually written on the 2nd…
In the interest of full disclosure yesterday wasn’t a good day, at least as far as compliance goes. Some of it was my own fault (a skipped morning snack while in the kitchen baking). So it started with a few dried cherries, a few sunflower seeds. I’m usually pretty good at not picking when I’m cooking (the exception might be tasting a sauce for spices). It moved on to a piece of cheese, a couple of biscuits. All in all by bed time it was only maybe 300 calories over. Not a huge deal, but annoying all the same.
Then at 3am, still not asleep it became a lost cause, with some type of fuck it all attitude that seems to come over me when I’m off planned eating. Definitely wasn’t pretty, and shows that I can easily overeat on nutritious items (whole grain tortillas, reduced fat cheese blends, etc.). I think I captured what most of it was, understanding that there was little weighing/measuring going on, and ended up about 1400 cals above where I should have been. Yikes.
So today is day 1 of compliance, and I’m thinking that this week’s weigh-in will not be pretty either (we’ll see). I still think a maintenance break is needed. Mentally I’m having a tough time with continuous dieting. I need to think of something to do when I come off that maintenance week. I have the basics down well enough that I could probably do set meals/snacks except for dinner. I’ve done that before with some success. It tends to make me feel a little more normal, however, there’s a chance with all the lovely fresh fruit that will be coming in the next few months that I’ll just overeat on that stuff.
We’ll see how it goes, and what comes next. Today I’m making chili (but staying out of the kitchen) and waiting for the pool guy to show up. We’re about to find out if the repairs the pool needs are minor or major. If they’re major we think we’re willing to live with a bypassed return system for a while. Now, since it’s about the right time, I’m off for my morning snack!
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