It has been awhile…and with good reason…the weight loss is not working.  In fact I am still sliding in the wrong direction.  I refuse to talk about it right now.  There are a lot of things going on and I am not being hard on myself I promise.  Some of it is I am simply not [...]

Yeah, I know, I didn’t tell anyone we were even going! :)  I don’t like to put stuff out there in cyberspace like that, and it was sort of debated whether we were even going for up to the last minute really because DH caught the crud that is going around and we were wondering [...]

Still feeling extremely fat…  Not anywhere close to a scale at the moment thank you very much!  The eating has not been as bad as it was prior to the move…like I said my Mom is a genius in the kitchen, she has been making very lovely mostly balanced meals.  But with my cycle I [...]

Well, at least it was only the battle right?  Donut and coffee…awesome tasting but not really worth the buzzy headachey feeling I was already dealing with.  I know what happened..last night caught up with me, I have been attempting to let things go easier…so as to deal with the whole emotional eating problem you know?  [...]

It’s ugly people… I have been eating non stop for several days..  Yes, it was partly due to pms and partly due stress and stiiiillll being out of commission for my workouts.  I have seen the dr again about the knees and they did xrays but I don’t know the results.  All I do know [...]

I come out here from time to time, I read, and then something pulls me away and I forget about it until I think of it again!  I have been doing PNP for about a year and a half…and felt immensely better for awhile…then worse…like my limbs were made of lead…and my weight was still [...]

Yup I did…  Power Pump not only kicked my ass it hurt me…  I don’t think badly, but it was enough to make me pretty miserable the last couple of days.  It went way past regular muscle soreness into the realm of the ridiculous.  It basically hurts to even straighten my arms…  I did some [...]

It was tragically bad.  Huge appetite..binge? Stress?  Emotional eating?  TOM is in town so it could be all of the above.  Ugh.  166.5.  Losing ground bigtime.  Well, maybe not bigtime but it sure feels like it.  I have determined that the dogwalking/walking is not keeping me on the right track weightwise.  I am going to [...]

Omg! I just finished watching House.  Why do they have to do that?  Give us one thing that we are most wanting…aka the wedding…Cameron & Chase should have been together long before this!  And then make the person we care about most…aka HOUSE…going loony and ending up in a psychiatric hospital!  I really didn’t quite [...]

Okay, so I mostly just laid around propped up on pillows all weekend.  I slept…I drank alot of fluids…and I whinedl… :)  But I am feeling quite a bit better this morning.  I actually got up at 5 like usual and made DHs lunch and everything.  I have been sleeping much better for the last [...]