This week has been extremely emotional and just plain hellish.  February 1st started it all with an emergency trip to the vet with DDs barely 3 month old guinea pig…we had only had him a month.  It turned out to be bacterial pneumonia which we could do nothing for…he had progressed so quickly to the [...]

TOM is getting closer… I can feel the increased desire for more food…salty food…sweet food…just more food!  The last two days I have eaten more than what I have been…but still nothing I would call an outright binge! Yay! Victory! :)  I have eaten sweets…but I have worked out everyday except yesterday…I did however go [...]

Well…things have been going poorly exercise and eating wise but I am really working on getting back to where I need to be.  I think I have a good start…  I am continuing with Power Pump class…(with a little more caution) :)  And I have ridden my bike on Sunday, went to the gym and [...]

I cannot believe the week that I am having on my “week off”!!  I thought getting BE raisers was going to be a problem since I don’t have my sunshine dog until next week…remember, I decided to do some planning…get some stuff done that I had been putting off!
First things first, DHs MRI was CLEAN!!!   [...]

DH has been home for awhile…it always makes me lose focus on everything but him…smile…(I suppose that is a good sign since we have been married for 18 years!)  Our Thanksgiving was lovely…we are just now finishing up the turkey!  He did a fabulous job on it!  (Though the carving did drive him a little [...]

Peace in my head, my heart, my body, my spirit.  The four days of dogwalking have turned into more…  I talked to our neighbors about the walking…and they didn’t mind!  I find that concept alien to me…if I had that beautiful girl no one would walk her but me unless it was a bonafide emergency…  [...]

Okay!  So I got quite a bit done today despite feeling cruddy…then I got a two hr nap so I feel much better!  Both physically and mentally!  I am letting myself off the hook…being kinder to myself…cutting myself some slack.  I am dealing with alot and doing the best that I can.  I have made [...]

I know, it isn’t about weight this morning…  I actually needed a little break from thinking about that right now.  I have been continuing to struggle with sugar compulsions and the candy bars and everything else has just not been pretty!  I am doing well so far today and that is all I can ask [...]

Yesterday I mean…I did have one candy bar…and we did have thin crust pizza…but I only had two small pieces and 2 breadsticks… My head wanted a lot more….even though my body was just fine with what it already had.  I think I was anxious or something…  I definitely felt like it was a tantrum…  I [...]

Okay, I feel like crap this morning…  Stomach is yuck, head is already starting to hurt…and I am just really tired.  I was going to record Lost and watch it today but made the mistake of having it on while I was getting ready for bed…big mistake…  They were shooting at Sawyer for like half [...]