And not in the good way!  Actually, I am pretty calm about things but I wanted to put it out there that I really haven’t gotten anywhere with my weight loss efforts.  In fact, looking back on it, I am up a pound and a half to 165.5.  Well, here is the thing, my dogwalking job has picked up a lot lately and I have been logging lots of miles…  Last weekend I was on my feet on concrete for almost 4 hours and it angered my plantar fasciitis…so I have been struggling with that…trying to rest it as much as my job and the required errands and stuff will allow.  I have been also having intermittent binge type eating episodes and that is contributing to the scale not budging…but I think mostly it is the too many calories in thing.  I have mentioned before that I am doing Radiant Recovery for sugar addiction/sensitivity, now the program is fabulous, I am doing so much better mentally and just all around except this one area.  I guess I just routinely ate less calories before…(most of them were carbs/sugar, but I was aware of them in a way that I guess doing this program has made a problem for me.)  Skipping some meals…only vegetables sometimes…all were ways that I dealt with weight loss…now those types of things throw me off balance…balance is what I crave most in my life.  Now though, I really wish I could find the way clear to lose some weight…even if it is only the 10-12 pds or so that I have gained since starting the meds and then starting RR.

So, I am here, I am still working on it.  I think that I avoid this site when simply put, I just don’t feel like I am getting anywhere!  But I just finally thought that I would speak up, share what is going on with me and maybe make someone out there dealing with the same thing feel not so alone….because you aren’t…