Okay, so I am overall feeling great…more energy…getting more done…even with TOM in town feeling pretty damn good mostly…  I don’t go to classes during this time even though I feel okay due to paranoia about potential embarassing accidents.  I may go out and put in a little time on the elliptical for awhile…not sure yet…I have some clothes to put away and some errands to run today that can’t be avoided.  I am getting my protein breakfasts in me right away…I did notice that I felt a little extra talkative and hyper after finishing my one cup of coffee today…I made a note to self to try milk instead of creamer after this creamer is gone…as I don’t know if I am reacting to the sugar or the caffeine..hopefully not the coffee itself because I do love the flavor…I don’t feel compelled to drink more…and it doesn’t seem to make me feel bad or “cravy” so I may just go with it if it is the coffee…  Last night after my dinner I did a little experiment with the Skinny Cow dipped ice creams…I had one…I felt buzzy and weird right away…and then I felt tearful and combative and isolated about 30 mins later…  Not really anxious to eat one of those again…even if it had nothing to do with how I felt…I think I will just find a different treat…

I feel so much better I can’t even believe it sometimes…it is like I have been living with this body for all this time and it has been trying to tell me what it needed and what I was doing to it and I was just oblivious…  I have so much excitement and hope for just continuing to feel better and better…  Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!!  :)  (Ren & Stimpy…remember them??? lol)