I am back from my travels and ready to get back to eating right. While away I didn’t follow points, I just tried to eat normally and enjoy my vacation without overdoing it. The first day I seriously overdid it, but then as I forgave myself and moved on, I didn’t feel guilt or the urge to binge anymore. This was refreshing because Tuesday and Wednesday were BAD. I mean bad. I can’t even remember the damage done, but I’m moving on and starting anew. That’s really the only thing I can do!

So this is my little confession. I haven’t told anyone this. This is also how I realized I have a problem with eating. I was asked to be a bridesmaid in a wedding this June. In January when it came time to order the dress, I needed to call the dress shop and give them my measurements so they could place the order. I couldn’t go there to do this all because I’m out of state so they told me to go to any bridal place and get measured. I thought about this and decided to do a dumb thing. I made up measurements I would like to be by June and gave the dress shop those numbers!!!!! I figured that would force me to lose weight because now if I don’t, I literally will not be able to be in the wedding. So now I am three months away and a good 20-25 lbs away from where I should be. YIKES. This is not good. During the whole month of February I kept trying to diet and kept bingeing- so I realized I have a problem. I wasn’t starving myself so there was no reason my body should freak out like it was. So now I am in a tough position- because I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT! What will I do if I don’t! This is a pretty funny situation to me, I don’t know what I’m going to do if I don’t lose weight before this wedding!

Has anyone else ever done something crazy like this?