*hangs head in shame*

Posted by primaballerina on March 9th, 2010 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

It’s been so long since I’ve updated this…I’ve been doing really poorly and frankly i’ve been ashamed to document my failures. I’ve been struggling with depression and general unhappiness with my circumstances, as well as some new health issues, all of which has had a pretty negative effect on my weight loss. I’ve gained 10 lbs. I’m back up to 180 (I swore I’d never be there again), and I’m feeling pretty bad.

I want to start running again but keep getting conflicting information from my health care professionals (because of my back surgery). I’ve decided that I’m going to do it anyway. It’s my body, and I’m tired of feeling bad about myself. I’m shooting for 5 runs this week. I’d appreciate any words of wisdom as I struggle to get started YET again….


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