Orville Remorse

Posted by primaballerina on April 13th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

Okay. It’s almost 2 am.  I’m studying for a massive exam on Tuesday and am about to go insane.  I just polished off a bag of smart pop.  I’m having serious eater’s remorse right now!

It’s not that I think it’s the worst thing I could have eaten.  I really had a craving for something salty, and normally I would NEVER eat this late, but I’m on this studying kick…so, I had it anyway. It was SO salty and delicious, and now my mouth is dry. I’ve had 4 glasses of water post-popcorn, and my mouth is still dry.  What was I thinking?!  I usually avoid salt like the plague in the days leading up to my weigh in.  That’s why I always have sushi on wednesdays after my meeting- so that the salt has a week to get out of my system.  Uugh, I feel so guilty!  I have to keep telling myself that this is not a big deal. I had the points, and I didn’t even have to dip into the 7 APs I earned today.

Okay, let’s talk about the good things I did today…Turbo jam Cardio party, plus Ab Jam.  I honestly love this program so much. I can’t recommend it enough for people who hate exercise.  I *almost* always look forward to doing it.  It’s a really good variety of workouts, too, depending on time and energy level.  Dare I say that I feel like my arms may be getting more toned?  BF was watching me try on some outfits for Vegas tonight and told me that my stomach is considerably flatter.  That’s a great feeling! I’ve actually felt that I’ve slimmed down in the area above my belly button, which for some reason seems to be the place where all my fat loves to hang out.  I’d kill for a cute belly button. It’s one of my non-scale goals.  I should do some measurments again after day 10 of TJ, which is 2 days from now.  I have also been feeling like my legs are losing fat.  One day, right before I reached my breaking point and started WW, I was putting lotion on my legs and I was totally grossed out to feel how they were rippleing under my hands.  Throughout all my battles with weight, I’ve always had pretty decent, toned legs, so this was kind of a last straw. I was getting cellulite dimples and the skin was all loose…Not a good scenario.  I still have a lot of fat around my very upper thigh, but the lower part seems to be toning up…it feels a lot more smooth these days.  Exciting!

I must get to bed…sleep, study, sleep, study!! This is my life until Friday, when it’s all over, and I get to be in vacation mode for 2 weeks :) Yahoo! 5 more days…


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  1. pinupd0ll on April 13, 2009 8:24 am

    Hey I’m new to this site and I was going to post a blog here and came across yours, and turbo jam is fun!!! I love it! I enjoy the kick, punch,jam DVD I used it for a whole month and lost 20lbs lol I’m trying the new chalean extreme which is pretty good too. Diffrent than TJ. Be don’t beat itself up to much on the popcorn hunn, happens to all of us one day. Good luck!!

  2. tracy7151980 on April 13, 2009 1:27 pm

    I hope your you rock your test on Tuesday! I have a big test on Tuesday, but haven’t studied enough.. I didn’t get much time yesterday as visiting family all day. It think you could have eaten worse things than a bag of popcorn, but I know what you mean about avoiding sodium close to WI. I seem to reatain water so easily!! Have a great day!

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