Seriously?

Posted by primaballerina on February 25th, 2009 |Filed Under General, Weigh-Ins, Weight Watchers |

Weigh-In today…I didn’t lose an ounce.  I stayed the same AGAIN this week.  What the HELL!?!

I follow the WW program to a T.  I get all of my healthy guidelines, exercise, etc… and still nothing.  Am I just destined to stay fat forever?  That’s sure what it feels like right now.  My body hates me.

I’m just so frustrated.  Since I started this program, I haven’t felt the urge to binge eat at all- I just decided that I want to be thin more than I want to eat crap.   Today is the first day that I feel like eating everything in sight, since apparently watching what I eat isn’t making a difference. (I know that this isn’t true, but that’s really how it feels right now).

I was CERTAIN that I had lost.  My WW buddy was also certain.  She has commented several times this week that my body has completely changed shape and that there’s no way I wouldn’t lose.  Even my leader couldn’t believe it- her exact words were, “What’s going on here?!”.  She has taken my book home to analyze everything that I’ve eaten.

I hate this.  I really want a big change. I’m working for the change, I’m putting in the effort, so why isn’t it happening for me?  This SUCKS.


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