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Okay, today has been okay. Not been making good food choices the last couple of days and have gone way over my points because of eating high point things. Out to sabatage myself again?? But today has been better and I just came back from a 1 1/2 mike walk. DH & I are bickering, I don’t know why. He thinks it’s me & I think it’s him naturally. I feel so on edge and so tired most of the time. Maybe if I could actually get a good nights sleep, I’d feel better. Can’t go to WI this week at least not at our regular time. Our president retirment party is that evening and I am on the committee to help set up & clean up. It’s gonna be in the evening from 6-8, so I;ll be at work from 7:30 am til about 9:30 that night. I’m not looking forward to it & I find myself feeling resentful that we have to do it. I don’t like feeling that way. He’s a good guy & we’ll miss him. I just wish they had left it for the original daytime hours. But it was not convenient for his family. so now it gets to be inconvenient for us. I’ll have to find some meeting to go to so I can at least weigh in. I’m afraid that if I miss 1 week, it’ll start me off on skipping & then I’d soon quit. Can’t do that, WON’T do that! Just keep going Rhonda, one day at a time. Please Lord, help me to stay on track and treat my body as what it is-something that belongs to You, that was given to me to care for for a little while. ‘Til next time.
June 24th, 2009 at 3:17 am
You are very smart to relalize missing 1 week could turn into 2, and 3… Even though it’s hectic right now you just need to make a plan to fit the meeting in w/your other committments, you CAN do it!!!!