How does Brandi keep going? How does she hang in there in spite of the constant battle? I don’t know. I wish I did. My admiration is boundless but my commitment is sadly lacking. Is it the weather? The gloomy skies, slushy frozen mess out there? Is it the freezing temps and indoor confinement? Probably not. Not for the past year. I’m sure there were some sunny days out there last June so that can’t be it.
Maybe it’s the stress. I’ve had a tremendous amount of stress heaped on me in the last year but then, I always seem to be under a lot of stress. Story of my life.
What is it then? What is it that’s keeping me withdrawn and compelling me to avoid friends and stay in the house eating crap and watching TV?
Gotta give that some thought….