Sistah Pat

That’s going to be my frame of mind.  It’s all good.  I read Firefly’s post and Brandie’s post and I felt embarressed.  I’ve been so down for so long and yet you guys keep on trucking.  Through everything.  You just keep going.

So, for today, it’s all going to be good.  I’m going to have a positive outlook and trust that everything is going to be great.  For today.

Started off with a weigh in at a whopping 187.5.  That’s okay.  It’s all good.  Could have been 190.  Decided to try to get back on track and then decided “try” doesn’t mean much.  I don’t have a lot of healthy choices around here but I do have a homegrown tomato on the window sill and a loaf of rye bread and some sliced deli turkey.  Sounds like a pretty decent lunch so I’m packing it.

I really hurt my ankles yesterday so I decided to look like crap at work today and wear some really comfy hot pink tennis shoes.  Don’t know what’s going to match hot pink tennis shoes but I need to rest my ankles.  I have a hard time sitting down when I’m working and I stood all day yesterday.  Going to save those ankles for a workout this afternoon.

The new caseworker set up a meeting with DS at his house tomorrow morning.  I’m leary because we got so burned with the last one but I’m going to keep my mantra going.  It’s all good.