Friday Update

Well this week has been weird.  I saw briefly a 171.0 flash across my scale.  But, unfortunately things have not been as good after that.  Today I weighed in at 173.6.. how? I have no idea, well I do have some idea.. but either way I am determined to get lower than my last weigh [...]

Spring Focus - Week 1 Report

Previous weight - 174.6 lbs
Sunday’s weight - 172.6 lbs (I forgot to weigh in yesterday)
Total Loss - 2 lbs
Overall the week went fairly well with respect to food. I limited my portions and for the most part ate healthy, except for the indulgence of chocolate from time to time to help with the depression.  Chocolate [...]

Spring Focus

So today I weigh in at 174.6 lbs.  which is a 0.2 lb loss - an incredible accomplishment if you saw the amount of eating I did this weekend.  There was a picnic, a bridal shower and family dinner at my Mom’s house.  I’m sure you can imagine.

Spring Focus Goals for Week of May 31, [...]

Trying.. Again

So two weeks ago, I got down to 168, and today I am 174.8 lbs.  With the meds and what not I’ve gained weight.  I need to get back down. I have weddings to go to in the next two months.  I need to fit in my clothes, so I don’t have to get new [...]

Not So Hot..

the weather, and me.  I am doing pretty sh*tty actually.  The last two weeks have been absolute hell.  I’ve gone completely down hill.  I knew I was feeling pretty down, what I didn’t know, was that it needed attention.  Read this for some background.
So since then, the negative thoughts and self loathing have gotten completely [...]

160s

So this morning I weighed in at 169.4 lbs.  Now the question will be how the weekend goes.  I usually get things back in control by Thursday/Friday, and then the weekend come and bang.. back to square one.  So not this this weekend.  The goal is to be the same weight by Monday or lose [...]

Not Much Has Changed…

since the last time I wrote.   I got down to the 160s, but then came back up.  I am at 170.8 lbs today.  Which means with a little hard work I could be in the 160s again.  I bought a couple of shirts the other day without trying them on, in size L.. and they [...]

Up

Well my weight has gone up since the last time I posted.  I was up to 173.2 lbs yesterday, today I’m back to 171.2 lbs.  Either way i need to get back down into the 160s.  So this is my back to it post.
Goal:  Get back into the 160s by next Monday. Fo’ shizzle.
It has [...]

Faking It

So, I have been doing a lot of thinking.  I think I am some what uncomfortable with the idea of getting smaller.  I don’t want to attract attention, I like being my invisible self.  And I think this is the reason why I have been so hesitant to lose more.  It all stems to a [...]

The Fog is Lifting

Well, yesterday I weighed in at 165.2 lbs, so you can imagine my utter shock this morning when I saw 167.8 lbs.  That is 2.6lbs in one day.  I don’t even think I ate that badly, or did I?  Either way, watching the scale go up is exactly what I needed to get my act [...]