Funny thing about me is that one thing that keeps me very motivated is ANGER. Right when I had started this diet, I had a fight with my sister.. I was so mad at her it made me work harder.. “I’ll show her that I can lose weight.” It’s funny because she’d only be happy for me.. in fact the first time I had seen her after our fight she was so excited by how much I had lost.. (It wasn’t that long, I lost 9lbs in the first 9 days).
Now I am angry at myself. I haven’t been putting in my all for the last two weeks I would say (at least). And it has shown on the scale. When I started this, I told myself, that there is no point of doing this half assed.. I had to put it all in and do it right all the time, otherwise the results wouldn’t come.
This morning I was back at 194.6.. I was that weight some time in March.. so two weeks lost. So I’ve restarted Phase I of the Fat Smash diet.. I’ve joined the w8 challenge and I’m going to get back on track.
I want to see 185 soon.