Journal Category

This is my year. I am going to shine!

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Lets get even more clearer about my goals :
- I want to weigh 65kg. And from there, i want to aim for 62kg. I am going to make this happen by the 28th March 2009 - the scale will read 65kg. This feeling is going to be amazing and i will remember it for the [...]

Organizing my thoughts …

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Hope you all had a good Christmas and a lovely New Year.
Surprisingly after all the food i ate over the holidays, i only gained a kilo. So that surprised me. I was expecting a shocking number to compete with.
However, things have been getting a little difficult over the last couple of days. I have gone [...]

OMG!!!

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Ok, so here is me being madly happy! I weighed in at 69.4!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!! I am so happy but i am so exhausted. Having 3 part time jobs is taking its toll on me and i am just about dead. However, i thought i would log in and share the news with you ladies.
I am eating [...]

70.2 …. 70.6

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Busy. Got the 2nd job at the cool cosmetics counter so now i basically have 3 part time jobs which means i have zero time for anything!
But i did manage spinning this morning but i because it is the holiday season i will be working everyday and so wont have time for gym. But, i [...]

70.8kg

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I have been so busy with the new job and because of that I have to plan my exercise carefully. Even more important than exercising to me is planning my eating. I know that if i eat too much i will never get to goal. So the last couple of days, i guess you could [...]

I am having trouble. AGAIN! This is frustrating. I get to 71kg and so close to being under 70 that i am finding EVERY possible way i can to not make it happen. Yes, i know the whole story with self-destruction. The fact is that I dont think i am worth it.
Hate feeling low. I [...]

New blog title

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Hi guys!
So I am 25 years young
Birthday went really well. Was hoping for a more dramatic party but since all my friends dont actually live here, it was a smallish group. But, we had drinks and had a good time at TGIF or Fridays.
Things are happening so quickly in our lives that this [...]

Gods of Portion Control

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You know I realized that when I am not stressing about how many calories are in everything i put in my mouth, I actually eat less! I dont know if any of you share the same thing but last week I noticed how fixated I was on losing weight and I worked out at the [...]

No change on the scale

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Yup. My weight is the same as last week however, I am not mad or upset because I know what my problem is. I still continue to be greedy when it comes to food. I know that i have to change my brain to understand that if i eat less, i will see changes. I [...]

I got a call back!

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Yesterday, I looked pretty damn smart! I wore a tight pencil skirt, was a size 10 so up at the waist it was loose. But anyway it looked great! And a pair of killer high heels! I walked around the city from store to store and asked if they had any available jobs.
I have to [...]