Yesterday my fiance and I bought our first bicycles here in Oslo. They were 2nd hand bikes but we got them for a good price. Just needed to get some new parts for them since the previous owner didn’t use them that much. So, here is the thing. I haven’t actually gotten on a bike since I was like 7 i think. And, even then I think it had those safety wheels at the back. So, when we ride them tomorrow afternoon, it is going to be hillarious! I can just picture myself getting into a giggling fit and falling on my face! Seriously though, I have done hundreds of spinning classes, so I shouldn’t be completely hopeless. But maybe, I should think more positive thoughts instead of falling on my face.

Today was good. Our new place is fab and all cleaned up now with no boxes lying around. It takes about 8 min to walk to the office and the last bit is a bit of an uphill. So the exercise will do both myself and my fiance good. I ate well, had 2 slices ww bread for breakfast, veggie soup and crisp bread with cheese and red bean in red pasta sauce with spaghetti for dinner + a slice of ww bread. My portions have been excellent, I have to say. Didn’t finish all my dinner, was too full.

The spinning class this afternoon at 5pm was something to write about. The one day I decide to go to gym and look like hell, I actually meet somebody I know there. I was so embarased. And, then because I ran out of things to say to him, I actually invited him to the spin class. So the whole time in the class, I was always checking my hair and the way I looked in the front mirror. I was sweating like a mad person! I am not attracted to this man, I absolutely LOVE my fiance but I dont know what it is about me. I always am obsessed with the way I look to people. It is so stupid and I really wish I could spend less time and energy on it. Because, honestly nobody is perfect.

I have been able to really focus these last couple of days. Less trying to binge on my favourite foods. And, I am really happy about that. I think one of the main reasons that I am not screwing up my eating is because I feel very strongly about my goal now. And, I think that is one of the most important things. Managing my relationship with food is, of course, essential.

I think I am due to be getting my period soon. I hate when I can feel it coming on. Reason being, is I always feel this insane craving for chocolate. So, I will have to do my best to control my urge when I do get because I just do not have time for screw ups.

Read an awesome quote from a fellow blogger which I have written down and stuck on my laptop - ‘If you do what you always did then you will get what you always got.’ 

It just stuck with me and I love it because it makes so much sense to me right now.

Take care xoxo