Finally back.

ohhsnapitskatie on Feb 29th 2012 08:00 pm

I spent 2 months at a friends house and got invited to stay and live there so I can go to school. Right after I helped them move to their new house my grama had to have surgery so I am back up to the middle of nowhere to help out while she recovers. Yesterday I had to teach my grandfather how to put a seatbelt on and today he took apart the fridge to clean it, after he was done he forgot how to put it back so I had to do it for him. After two days of being home I don’t think moving will be an option for me :(

While being gone I turned 21 and kinda gave up on my working out with all the things I had to do so I’ve gained weight. A lot more then I had hoped for. For my birthday my friends mom took me shopping and after picking out two bras and getting measured for them I went up from a 38 to 44 since high school :( I have to get back on track and that’s what I’m planning to do. Going to start working out again and hopefully if I do get the chance to move I can be a much smaller size.

I met a guy I really like while being down there. I’ve known him for awhile but I haven’t actually got to see them in years. Having the chance to hang out with him has made me realize how much I do miss being in a relationship. So I guess I want to do this so when I go back to visit in June I can see his reaction. Maybe I have more to work towards now. I just need someone who will help push me to get to where I want to be.

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2 Responses to “Finally back.”

  1. incontrol2dayon 01 Mar 2012 at 3:34 pm

    it’s so nice that you are helping out your family.

    It’s great to find motivation anywhere but remember the choice is ultimately up to you! You have to be your biggest motivator because you are worth it!

  2. ohhsnapitskatieon 02 Mar 2012 at 3:29 pm

    Well my grandparents have helped me out a lot after my parents divorced. They gave me a place to live so to help them out is basically my way of saying thanks.

    Being here though its so remote that I don’t really feel like losing the weight is something big. I have nothing to do it for. I haven’t been to the doctor in ages so I don’t have a medical reason to have to. Its something I have tried to do most of my life and if I failed it was no big thing. Being here if it happens it happens but if it doesn’t then its still no big thing.

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