Not a FAT girl forever

The time has now come to DO IT!

02/03/2013 Weigh in March 4, 2013

Filed under: Weigh in — tryingbeauty @ 5:30 am

Ok so I weighed on Saterday and the weight is unchanged and stands as follows:

Last weigh in: 148.8 KG

This week: 148.8KG


This week I will be working HARD and making sure I eat rite…I am done with just being ok with loosing a little  bit of weight here and there….I need to see some good and proper results!!

Definatly need a nice number to get me into action again!



Not much, But a loss February 24, 2013

Filed under: normal day to day,Weigh in — tryingbeauty @ 10:29 pm

I weighed myself yesterday ( Just to see if the upset tummy did make a difference) and all in all I have lost 0.9KG, so I now am at 148.8….not exactly at the 148KG I wanted to be, but hey….im closer than what I was last week, I didnt pick up and any loss is good.

I feel so bad cos I didnt work out this weekend, I was SO unbelievably lazy, and not in the mood to do anything. And I thought I was going to help my friend move on Sunday, but then she didnt let me know what time, and eventually asked me at like 4pm if I will still go to her place, so I just said no, Its work the next day and I think I am just going to chill for the evening.

So I do know there is no excuse for not gyming this weekend…….I cant even think of one….I was just a lazy bum!! But as it is monday again, the weather is nice and cool cos it is over cast, I will definatly be back in the gym tonight…I think I will do Taebo, and then a few mins on the Orbitrek….im so unfit that by 2 mins in I am huffing and puffing…3 mins in I am sweating like a pig, but its ok…I know what I am doing it for…I am actually looking forward to it. I just hope 1 or all of my friends I invited to gym with me will come….I mean they gym for free at my house…what more do they want??  I am just a 100% more motivated to gym when I know someone else is there.

Good Luck for the new week ladies…We WILL be AWESOME!!!  I just know it.


Failing Sunday February 23, 2013

Filed under: Weigh in — tryingbeauty @ 7:57 am

OK…so there I was this morning…very curious as to what I have lost and I thought screw it!! ill check today instead of tomorrow….oh Lord….I only lost 0.7KG…which means I am now at 149 and not 148….so i thought ok I will limit my eating today….. I did rather well I must say…until I went to my mother and she made homemade pizza…… WHHYYYYYYY WWWWHHHHYYYY!!! My weak heart… I felt hungry, It smelt so freakin awesome, and I just fell into it…no questions asked, no second thoughts, I just went at it like a bear waking up after its winter hibernation… least i had coke zero….hahahahah yeah rite!!! WHO am I kidding?? Im sure non of you, and deffinatly not myself! I will still weigh tomorrow just to see the damage I have caused…but im not excited. Oh and im pre menstual aswell… F you hormones!!!

So on the good side ( I think) I got abit of a runny tummy (I think from the sausage I ate) which might help me come down abit….I know it is not actual weight loss I have worked for, but at this stage any loss to make me see the light again is a loss worth having!! 😉

I thought I would do some excerise today…I was just too damn lazy…I have been working out the whole week, trying to do everything rite, so today I just relaxed abit. I am helping my friend move tomorrow which will be a work out on its own, so I will get my sweat in there tomorrow (and it is so hot {South Africa} im positive there will be lots of sweating)

I dont know why I have this idea in my head that when it is weekend I can eat what I want and I do not need to workout and shit like that, when I do fully understand that wanting to loose this massive cast of fat does not just apply to weekdays, but basically to the rest of my life. I need to sort that train of thought out…cos that is what is sabotaging everything!

Well ladies….have a good one…and thank you for all the awesome reading material….. I am obsessed with this blog…. I just LOVE it!!



My starting weight with the Blog February 19, 2013

Filed under: Weigh in — tryingbeauty @ 11:39 pm

Good Morning Ladies!!!

My current weight is 149.7 KG

I weighed this morning…i know it is odd doing a weight in on a wednesday…..i just am a little odd sometimes. I will weigh again on sunday and then i will do it every week on a sunday.

My goal is to be at 148KG by sunday!

Below is a foto of me…. it was taken on new years….not a very good one, but gives an idea of what i look like…i will load better pics ASAP.