OK…so there I was this morning…very curious as to what I have lost and I thought screw it!! ill check today instead of tomorrow….oh Lord….I only lost 0.7KG…which means I am now at 149 and not 148….so i thought ok I will limit my eating today….. I did rather well I must say…until I went to my mother and she made homemade pizza…… WHHYYYYYYY WWWWHHHHYYYY!!! My weak heart… I felt hungry, It smelt so freakin awesome, and I just fell into it…no questions asked, no second thoughts, I just went at it like a bear waking up after its winter hibernation…..at least i had coke zero….hahahahah yeah rite!!! WHO am I kidding?? Im sure non of you, and deffinatly not myself! I will still weigh tomorrow just to see the damage I have caused…but im not excited. Oh and im pre menstual aswell… F you hormones!!!
So on the good side ( I think) I got abit of a runny tummy (I think from the sausage I ate) which might help me come down abit….I know it is not actual weight loss I have worked for, but at this stage any loss to make me see the light again is a loss worth having!! 😉
I thought I would do some excerise today…I was just too damn lazy…I have been working out the whole week, trying to do everything rite, so today I just relaxed abit. I am helping my friend move tomorrow which will be a work out on its own, so I will get my sweat in there tomorrow (and it is so hot {South Africa} im positive there will be lots of sweating)
I dont know why I have this idea in my head that when it is weekend I can eat what I want and I do not need to workout and shit like that, when I do fully understand that wanting to loose this massive cast of fat does not just apply to weekdays, but basically to the rest of my life. I need to sort that train of thought out…cos that is what is sabotaging everything!
Well ladies….have a good one…and thank you for all the awesome reading material….. I am obsessed with this blog…. I just LOVE it!!
